A poem by Sofia Sears

you’re pretty
p r e t t y
the word hangs flat on my tongue
tastes of sawdust; drys the saliva out
a universal chant rings out at once
we are a void we are nothing
the world goes still and holds its anxious breath
a sigh of relief at my thank you and blush of the cheeks
a girl is taught somewhere
she lowers her voice and eyes turn dead
obligatory loveliness presents itself as a gift
i hide in it and bathe in it
i never disobey the kingdom’s absolutes
the pathways lead to a ravenous, wicked forest with those lost
after you learn about obedience and
understand your place in the princess regime,
you follow the rest of the half-girls into the castle
there is no food and there’s blood on the floor and on your skirt
soulless, child-bearer, gorgeous, feminine
pretty.